I-You.. on the Bamboozling phase of the long weekend.

wow... hello.

it's been a while now ain't it? let's just say that i am in another crossroad, but it's not as complicated as the other ones i found myself into.. i mean, i've already made known what's been hidden underneath all the velvet veil i tried to put around it for the sake of hiding it for the meantime..

it's been one helluva week for moi... midterms, i got only 2 flooped subjects to take care of.. the rest? maintain!

gosh.. time's been going by sooo fast, i can't keep track anymore as to how long it's been since the summer when tricydust bloomed... hayhay... it's been quite a while since all those events, including the date when i told Kim that i was crushing on her (do i really hafta highlight this one? i guess so... tis a very important event in my timeline, so pasensya na...)... too many things on my mind right now, i seem to be lost in deep thought... and i wonder why....

walang online sa neverland... ako lang mag-isa.. ayoko mag-isa.... boring, sobra... ang bagal ng takbo ng buhay ko pag wala cla... Jamon, Inday, Kim, Kari, Jami, KA, i miss you guys.... wala lang...

walang pasok sa Monday, so, wheeeeeeeeee!! heheheh... most of you guys would know what's on my mind right now if you knew me that well.... basta yun na yun.... excited, bored, apprehensive, all that stuff im feeling right now... mapapawi rin yan pag nangyari na yung gusto ko gawin.... anyhoo....

sabado na naman bukas.... Jzone na naman (wheeeeeeeeeeee!)... me gonna be able to be with my best friend in the whole wide world again!!XP lalang... im very excited to be back where i found contentment and light....

peace man....

is this what dreams are made of?

are you kidding me?

i wouldn't know if im unconsciously wandering in my dreams again...

im buying an mp3 player for 800... pwede na nh?

hayhay.... i seriously dno what to put here anymore.. i am in a total loss of words....

but im insanely happy.. and i don't know why..



and i thank God... for everything...

you know i like it like this

wala lang.

the week so far's been some kinda roller coaster of emotion for me... well, everything's set in front of me like a really big apple pie (yum... gutom na ako!) that's so tasty and juicy i can already feel it in my hands...

masarap ang apple pie pare... masarap... ito'y kasing-sarap ng buhay na ipinagkaloob sakin ng Maykapal.. sa sobrang sarap at linamnam, nakakaumay.. pero kahit magsuka ka na sa suya, hahanap-hanapin mo pa rin...

parang ang gitara... kahit mapatid ang mga kwerdas, rak on pa rin.. play as if there's no tomorrow... nagrarak-en-rol sa buong mundo, sabi nga nila Pepe, Mike at Wally..

parang ang kaibigan.. kahit na anong gawin mo.. sa hirap at saya.. sa tagumpay at kabiguan... hindi nagkakasawaan, kahit na nag-aaway na... hahahaha....

napagtripan ko lang naman...

right now im just bored... gna try and make songs again... it's been a while since i last finished a song, let alone make one.. i miss it.. badly.. it's like the core of the tricysoul's special "tricydust" that scatters all over the place where music is a necessity...

im turning up now.. gna do my math homework.. then im off to my own dreamland...


"...don't you know my friend.... i only like it like this.."

Los Lonely Boys - Heaven (no relation to previous post)

Save me from this prison
Lord help me get away
Cause only you can save me now
From this misery

Cause I’ve been lost in my own place
And I’m getting’ weary
How far is heaven
And I know I need to change
My ways of livin’
How far is heaven, Lord can you tell me

Cause I’ve been locked up way too long
In this crazy world, how far is heaven
I just keep on prayin’ Lord
Just keep on livin’, how far is heaven

Lord can you tell me, how far is heaven
I just got to know how far, how far is heaven
Lord can you tell me

(translated from Spanish)
(You that's in a higher place
Send me down a blessing)
Cause I know there’s a better place
Than this place I’m livin’, how far is heaven
And I just got to have some faith
And just keep on giving, how far is heaven
I just wanna know how far

Los Lonely Boys - Heaven

hayhay..... how far is it? can you tell me, Father? i just want to know how far it is.. =)

only 4 or 5 words can sum up my night... i am happy... truly happy...

thank you, Lord, for this blessed week in my life... i got to be at Jzone today to just worship You and give thanks to You... i saw my closest friends... i got to fool around with Jamon this week as if there's no tomorrow - again...XP thank you for letting me learn of another part of one of my best friends' life...

most of all i thank you for the gift of my family, my closest friends, neverland...

most of all.... thank you my Father for letting me be able to talk to Kim.. it's been quite a while since we last had a long talk over the phone... thank you so much....

in Jesus' name.... Amen.

- from a thankful and grateful soul whose week has been blessed to the fullest, even if he knows that he doesn't deserve all these blessings...

tricco.... is out.... with the biggest smile ever..

peace out guys...=)

i only realized til now that...

i haven't posted for the longest time now...

a lot's happened since my last post here... ewan ko ba... andami nag-iba... i can't say that these things are avoidable, cuz, they aren't... only God remains constant... and im really glad that He is...

im blessed with the honesty of all my friends who've openly expressed their irritation towards me at some point in time or another.. i can't blame them.. kc it's them who's feeling it eh.. while i keep on ranting about the same things over and over again, they just sit there listening, and slowly getting irritated..

it already happened before... this time the difference is im gna do something about it... i dnt want the same thing to happen again, my barkada leaving me cuz of my makulit personality... dati it didn't matter.. well, now it does... so im not gna let them be the ones to adjust to my level.. it's gna be me adjusting to theirs....


adios.