Sa May Bintana - Ryan Cayabyab

kung alam lang nya... hainaku... what joy, mehn! but then again if she did, baka magcrumble ang friendship nmin.. of course that's the last thing i wna happen.. kaya dadaanin ko na lang sa kasentihan at kakornihan ko.. this song i first heard at Jamon's point - aka, bahay - nung kinakalkal ko ung mga CD's nya.. we were doing a project then.. now, months later, I found myself with Kurt strolling at Tower Records Megamall, tapos i just saw the "One More" CD sitting on the rack, staring flat out at me.. malamang binili ko.. CD ni Tito Ryan yun eh! then i listened to the 2nd track, and I was reminded about how I would always look by the elevator, just to see if she was around, or in most cases, if she came.. i know it sounds corny, but, it's the truth.. now this is the song that set me to tears because of that thought na i always endlessly hope that she be able to go to Jzone, and worship with me and hang out with me after.. funny thing is, it's not even that good a composition.. pero nadama ko yung emotion na gustong ipahiwatig ni Tito Ryan sa song na to, because that's exactly what I feel.. eto yung lyrics nung 2nd track..

Lagi na lang akong dumudungaw sa may bintana
Upang masulyapan kahit anino mo man lamang
Nagbabakasakaling ikaw ay lumingon
Ano kaya itong aking nadarama?

Araw-araw ako’y naghihintay sa may bintana
Nananalanging sana’y hindi ka pa nagdaraan
Parang bumibilis tibok nitong puso
Pag-ibig ba itong aking nadarama?

Ch.
Napupuyat sa kaiisip
Nababato’t naiinip
Laging laman ng panaginip
Di kayang magtiis isang araw sa may bintana
Nang di kita masulyapa’t makindatan man lamang
Tumitigil buong mundo sa tuwing ika’y nagdaraan

Araw-araw ako’y naghihintay sa may bintana
Nananalanging sana’y hindi ka pa nagdaraan
Parang bumibilis tibok nitong puso
Pag-ibig nga itong aking nadarama

Ch.
Napupuyat sa kaiisip
Nababato’t naiinip
Laging laman ng panaginip
Di kayang magtiis isang araw sa may bintana
Nang di kita masulyapa’t makindatan man lamang
Tumitigil buong mundo sa tuwing ika’y nagdaraan

Sa may bintana
Sa may bintana

what the hell was i thinking?

Lena was there... Rica and Mej were there.. Aldrich was there.. Paolo was there as always... Molly's at camp.. Nix, as always, wasn't around... haii... to tell you the truth i thought i saw Gi talking to sum1 knina.. kala ko c Nix... turns out it wasn't her... haii... it almost, mind you, almost, ripped me apart from limb to limb.. this is what happens whenever i try to look by the elevator, trying to see if she made it.. i dunno why, but i just can't help it.. i mean, among the 3, she's the most special bestfriend... haii.... i think i oughta stop it here na... baka ndi ko na mapigilan umiyak... peace out doods...and doodettes..

untitled pa rin....

until now wala pa rin tong title.... kinanta nmin nung gig sa hirit pa...


I forget what it's like to be alone in my thoughts
I haven't felt in a while that i'm free
They try and tell me, they say, "I'm wasting my time"
And i should be doing the things that could have been done
Instead of whining my heart away
And shedding tears of pain
Of bittersweet old pain

Chorus
So I tilt my head
And lay down in bed
Staring at he windowglass, not dreaming of a chance
Cause I know it's true
There's one thing for sure
I won't go now looking back

Now i know what it's like to be feeling melancholic
I haven't tried for the longest time to break free
I hear them tell me, they say, "Wake up from your sleep"
And I should be doing the things that could have been done
Instead of pining the pain away
Remembering how to smile and being happy

Time

first post... kanta agad... anu ba!?


“Time”

Too many times I’ve been here
It’s more than what I can bear
It’s like I scream but I can’t hear

Too many words I can’t say
The sunshine’s just about to fade
I’m wasting all my time away

Pre-ch1
Then you come running by the streetlights
Taking me by surprise to the bright side
Then we walk headed toward the bayside
And I whisper to you, I say

Ch
Let’s take a ride
Rest a while
Feel the chill go down the spine
Take my hand
Close your eyes
See the sunset of our lives

So much time yet I can’t say
I suck it up and drink it in
I’ve been wasting all my life away

Pre-ch2
I see you smiling from a distance
Leading me to run to the other side
And we walk headed toward the bayside
Then you whisper to me, you say