i am in...

confusion.

i know i shouldn't be worrying about this thing cuz it's not my problem pero why am i worrying? it's so senseless.. sumthn to do with my bestfriend.. not Molly, not Jobim, not Jamon.. basta ako na lang may kilala sa knia para walang gulo..

weird thing was the last time she was sooo happy with the beau.. now i find she's single again... not that emotions of a time long ago have come back, no, but i find myself clueless as to how it all happened.. i mean, we havn't talked for the longest time now, so i have no idea how she is... she doesn't even go to Jzone anymore..

bakit nga ba ako namumrublema ng hindi ko naman problema in the first place? ewan. basta alam ko sumthn went wrong.. that's all i can say...

for now.

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i hope everything's alright..

on my side of the planet, things havn't been going that oh so well, either..

i never thought that my side that's easy to make kilig, and easy to make senti and cheezy, would actually manifest itself while im at Jzone.. it's very embarassing.. i mean.... anlabo tlga mehn!! as in sobrang muntik na akong tumalon-talon dahil sa kasentihan! grabe na to!!! i dnt know why though.... freaky tlga grabe.... hayhay... wala na magagawa.. nangyari na eh.. anyways.....

ill be doing my homework from 11-1... tpos lunch 1-1:30... 2pm meet kmi ni Zino sa ateneo high para i-drive na lang kmi ni dad to UP for the water samples from the lagoon, pictures, and all that... hayhay...

i miss neverland... lagi naman eh.. seriously i know i always say that pero i really do miss them... ahh, summer days...when Kim, Kari, Inez and I would go lunching out at Mcdo.... when we all played badminton.. without Kim the 1st time, with Hannah and KA the 2nd time... but school's here now and there's only the workload to do....

now why is it that i almost always find myself ranting about the summer that's come and gone by so fast? it's almost a month now since all the fun and the best things in my life came to be.. lunch at Mcdo everyday with 3 of my neverland, badmintoning with the Chans, Inez, & Kim, the hosting gig, last lunch with the lunch bunch for the summer, the ym sessions, the seemingly-endless conversations on the phone, and all others i know i will always treasure in my heart... i guess i just don't want to move on... it all happened so fast i didn't want it to end.. but it did..

hayhay.... here i am again ranting.. this could go on for hours so im just gna stop...

out.