so now what?

still dazed.

Kim texted in last night... said that everything's okay na with Inez.. thank God at ayuz na yung prob na yun, and was dealt with in the right way.. i feel good about it, but there's still something that's gna be bugging me till the end of the summer...

is the lunch bunch still the lunch bunch?

i mean after all that just happened - which happened all so fast - to our lives these past 2 weeks, will we all be able to actually just leave everything in the past behind and pick up where we left off before all of this happened? i know for one thing that this could leave an indelible notch in our memories, and that's a sure thing.. not that i'm still in pain or anything, but it's just one of these times wherein i start asking myself if it was worth it.. i read before at a friend's blog that a friendship isn't a friendship until the first fight happens.. i hope that this is true.. wala lang.. i am in deep thought, cuz it came to the point where i had to choose.. and to be honest with all you folks, i didn't have any gall to choose.. but i'm glad that this is all over... so they say.. relief.

so, now what's next? what's there to be discovered again? will we be starting all over again? i sure hella hope so.. school year's coming up in like a week's time, and i'm surely gna miss all of them - the lunch bunch, the badmintoners, the tambay session at Kim G's house, yung dapat na tambay session at Jamon's Pt. before summer's end, all that... we're all in the next phase.. seniors na sila Kari, Kim and Inez... juniors na kmi ni Jamon.. apprehensive.

clouded, the boy's mind is... better yet, clouded, MY mind is...

so what? do i make shouts? guess so, guess not... oh well... let's just see what's in store this week.. then i'll tell you if this week's worth it... but for now...

i'm out.