5.25.2006

why can't it be me for even just once?

why?

does it always have to be him who has to suffer unknowingly?

why can't i stand in his place?

everytime we experience the extremeties of our financial plight, he's always been the one put on the pedestals of a cliffhanger.

it's not fair.

what ever happened to yin and yang? balance? where's the balance of suffering here?

my mum and dad have it.

my friends and i have it.

he and his friends have it.

so how come Kurt and I can't have it like we do in our other circles?

we should...

we must.

he won't be able to take it if he found out his schooling's hanging in a balance.

he won't say a thing but i know he'll be hit really hard.

i'm not just worried for him anymore...

i'm scared.

3 Comments:

Blogger Maccer da Packer said...

When it seems like you are at your lowest point...

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There's nowhere to go but up.

9:35 AM  
Blogger Inezzy said...

*hug hug hug hug hug*

Alam mo, nagkwento sa min dati isang brother nung retreat. May family na super close and everything. Eh ung dad had to work overseas, tapos nag away away at nasira na ang lahat. Don't let your family be that way.

This is God's way of showing how strong your family can be. Don't suffer for your father. Be there for him. Do your best. be optimistic. Don't put yourself down.

God loves you.

1:23 AM  
Blogger claude dietrich said...

salamat mga dod...=)

*hugs all over the place*

12:11 PM  

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